tonight i accepted a compliment. a guy told me, and really not to hit on me cause he was too busy hitting on my roommate, that i should do stand up comedy. he was obviously very entertained by me all night. i felt special.
i dont know what to do about my roommate. she is trying ("trying") to get over this guy, and cannot just drop it. her famous line is im not going back to him. but we have all heard that before. its frustrating. she is............... ok im just getting frustrated.

on to better things. like how im absolutly in love and it is the most amazing feeling. i have found the love of my life and there is no turning back. none. he keeps making me happy just being himself. i love his family and him so much. we are going to change the world.

it kinda sucks because i say almost the same things every time i write because there is nothing new going on. i should probably be writing fiction because it would be a lot more interesting. but based on my dreams, i dont think i should be doing that either.

ok im out for the night. i might start posting dreams if i keep remembering them.